Everything you know is a lie

Everything you've been taught so far is a lie. Everything you think you know is a lie. History, who you are, where you come from and all your beliefs are lies and that's why it's so difficult for you to be happy.

The enormous sea of information around has been falsified which causes your confusion and doubts.

Your beliefs keep you in constant arguing with others and continue to perpetuate your isolation. Everything you know is a lie.

Understand clearly. This is the starting point. This is what you've got to work with. The fact that everything you've been told is a lie and you cannot rely on any of the information provided by google search or books.

You can only rely on your direct experience!

See what you are and what the world is

The sum and substance of every life is nothing but to come to a firm decision, make a judgment, about what you are and what the world is. Nothing else. Just placing yourself in the right position.

If you investigate process of creation you notice that at it's very base lies the fact that you do not know yourself, and suddenly the feeling of "I" appears. It happens every morning. The moment it appears you are awake, in a split second, your sense of self appears and you know yourself. Then thoughts start racing and you as a person start functioning.

Make distinct difference between you as a person and you as a simple self sense, the Presence.

History is a deep, fat lie. Nothing and nobody existed prior to yourself. Don't believe in evolution and big-bang theory. Prior to your consciousness was a grand nothing and after your days, nothing will be.

Are you living for your kids?

The main problem in general, is the aimlessness of your life. You have nothing to structure your time, nothing to live for, nothing to die for. You are at loose end, trying one thing after another.

You don't have a life of your own, you live for your children. I'm tired of all this bullshit I have to listen to about children. That's all I hear about, everywhere... Raising children is getting entirely too much attention.

Regardless if you're married or divorced, single dad or a working mom, who think you're such fucking hero for raising kids, aren't going to like this words, but somebody has to tell you for your own good: your children are overrated and overvalued, and you've turned your life in a wrong way. Eventually you'll be disappointed...

You live for your kids, and it's not healthy. And don't give me all that shit, "Well, I love my children." Fuck off! Everybody loves their children; the love doesn't make you special.

What I'm talking about is this constant, mindless concerns, this neurotic fixation that suggests that somehow everything has to revolve around the lives of children. It's completely insane way of living.

Today's kids are way too soft. For one thing, there's too much emphasis on safety and safety equipment: childproof medicine bottles, fireproof pajamas, child restraints, car seats. And helmets! Bicycle, baseball, skateboard, scooter helmets. Kids have to wear helmets now for everything but jerking off. Grown-ups have taken all the fun out of being a kid. What's happened is, these baby boomers, these soft, fruity baby boomers, have raised an entire generation of soft, fruity kids who aren't even allowed hazardous toys, for Chrissakes! - George Carlin

Stop dragging your kids all over town in search of empty, meaningless activities to kill time: scouts, swimming, soccer, karate, piano, tennis, bale, salsa, and who knows what else. It's absurd, just for a moment stop it.

You want to know how to help your kids? Leave them alone!

Do you love your parents?

I really wonder, who can love their parents. Who did not, in one way or another, experienced abuse inflicted by parents?

Your heart weeps for an orphan child, and you feel terrible when you think of someone being without parents, because you strongly believe that everything that you have now is because of your parents.

There is nothing that you can do to fulfill what they did or what they are doing for you... trust me, that is a big lie.

Why do you love your parents? Are you a princess or prince? Are you a child of multimillionaire? I don't think so. Nobody asked you if you want to be born. You didn't chose you parents you just got them, by pure accident.

The never investigated idea of why you love your parents is taken for granted and repeated by everyone as an untouchable, unspeakable truth. Fuck that.

At the same moment when your mom and dad became you parents, at that very moment you became their child. It is a two way street. Their ecstasy ended up in a seed, in a conception of your physical body. Nine months later, the pure innocence was born.

The new body have been taken care of by parents because that is their responsibility of bringing that body to the world. "You" are nowhere to be found. "You" as you, didn't exist until the body was somewhere between 2 and 3 years old.

Suddenly, you are there, you feel yourself, your are breathing, with every inhale and exhale you feel alive. Do you understand who have given you this feeling? It is not your parents. It is a sense of presence, which in contact with the body, gives you feeling of "you".

You will not get this knowledge from parents. Being ignorant themselves they taught you only worthless ignorance. They unintentionally made so much emotional wounds to you so stop praising them.

When you get older you will resemble very much the one of your parent. At the end, you end up just like your mom or dad. What have you done in life? Where are "you" in the process?

Finally if you are lucky not to get dementia, all what will be left from your worldly knowledge are couple of childhood memories. Everything else will be erased from your mind. Few pictures running in front of your eyes. That is what an ignorant life does to people.

You live in a simulation

What is the meaning of all this?

The outside forces are keeping you busy in order to cover what matters. The world is entertaining you, keeping you involved. It is a simulation, and you are taught that it was existed before you were born into it. That is just hearsay, it is not your direct experience.

The life's journey is a scam. There is no journey... There is no destination to reach, there is only this moment. And at this moment be okay with the truth, which is simple but terrifying - you live life with "me" identity.

This identification with the body, this feeling of "me", is a belief, conviction, nothing else. But once it is accepted, it creates birth and death, greed, desire, hatred, craving, self-importance, depression, misery etc. etc.

Understand, conceive and comprehend this, notice that you are not living in the material world but in the world of imagination and constant inner-dialogue known as self talking.

You're actually living in your mind. Your world are your hopes and expectations as well as your fears.

Give up the self-talking, and place attention in the presence. Be nothing, understand nothing, do nothing.

No one is coming to save you, to the extent that no one is going magically to enlighten you. The life is a lonely road and you are alone. You may have a companion or not but you must know, the life has nothing to give you.