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Curiosity is not a physical location, but a psychological state characterized by a strong desire to learn and explore. It's the drive that prompts you to ask questions, seek new information, and engage with the world around and inside you. Curiosity is associated with a sense of wonder...
Only few read my blog
Those few, mostly from Serbia, coming here and dig up the posts about my
personal stuff. They are searching for news about my married life. Well they
will not find any photos or stories about it, I don't write that anymore.
I'm writing about things that matters the most but it is up to you to
recognize it. I see you as an uninteresting representation of a walking
zombie, leading wasteful life, endlessly gossiping and putting your nose in
private affairs.
My blog is marked as "an inappropriate content" by Google and it's search
engine will not return my articles. So be it. I'm not forcing anyone to read
about awakening and self-realization. I do not expect anyone to believe me.
I'm asking to investigate falseness of your ideas, while there is still time,
and turn around yourself towards truth.
Have you ever asked yourself:
Why do you live? Why you? Why do you have life? And what for?
If you have never asked those questions then you
are living in ignorance, you're a plain dumb, idiotic and already dead
creature. Sorry, nothing personal.
People are getting stupider
Did you know that human IQ level is falling, from year to year? They say, it's
due to the pollution in the environment. Potential causes for this decline
include changes in education systems, nutrition, media consumption, use of
technological gadgets and other things.
I read, in 20th century, human intelligence steadily rose. James
Flynn, a New Zealand intelligence researcher, was the one who noticed this
trend. His research showed human intelligence (according to IQ tests) were
rising about 3 to 5 IQ points per decade. And it was going like that all the
way to 1975.
Since 1975, there is a reversing trend, namely, a century-long rising
intelligence rise, identified as the Flynn Effect, is stopped. Since then,
humans are getting dumber and dumber by every generation.
When researchers talk about intelligence, they are referring to abilities to
reason, learn, plan and solve problems. I noticed that people who are really
highly intelligent at one specific area tend to be good at everything they do.
Real intelligence seems to reflect a broad mental capability, the first and
foremost an increased awareness of self and surroundings.
And this brings me to the point of this post. For spiritual awakening you need
to have a keen eyes, the sharpness, the capacity to discriminate, to
see what is false what is true. You don't need amazing knowledge of the various subjects.
Retrospection, investigation and curiosity
Spiritual awakening is a process of questioning. You investigate the most
basic assumptions and you go in direction of looking at your
beliefs. Know what do you believe and then you ask why do you believe
such things.
Unfortunately, you will come to conclusion that everything you believed
to be true is actually false and plain wrong. And I mean everything. Starting
with your relationships, your kids and parents, relationship with your
partner... and going further to multitude of your different attitudes in
relationship with your neighbors, co-workers, your boss and everyone else you
come to contact.
The last belief, everyone has, is to be seen as false... it is your very sense
of self, the "I AM" sense. You assume or believe you have permanent self which
is born in this world and which is going around, moving, laughing and crying.
This sense should be seen for what it is, as a pure imagination, it simply
does not exist.
These are just words. Take these words and verify are they
true or not. The process of verification, of investigation is called
retrospection. When this is done correctly it leaves you without questions,
you stay in "I AM" sense without words, and that is called - meditation.
Daily introspection should be done until your mind became clear, keen and
intelligible for a finer discrimination. Only then the meditation can be
performed.
There is only one prerequisite for spiritual awakening... it is curiosity of
"who you are?"... a persistent, child-like curiosity to find out what makes
"you" you. That's all.
Do not believe in anything
Doubt everything. The moment you believe in something you have died. Belief
is one of the most poisonous things which destroys our intelligence. All the
religions are based on blind belief which effectively kills our child's
curiosity.
I'm neither a Christian nor a Hindu much less a Buddhist. I don't believe in
any religion. I'm not even a spiritual but not religious, I don't believe in
God. I don't believe in higher beings, in angels or demons, I pay no respect
to advanced civilizations or aliens from the future. I don't believe in award
and punishment, I despise such stories.
The whole Earth (prison planet or not) is a madhouse full of people like you my reader, believing in
various theories and concepts. It is so rare that somebody wants to look in
the question of existence.
You are alive, how do you know it? What is "yourself"? Who are you? is not a
question of believing it, it is for the investigation...
Oh well, you can argue against me, you can decide against my words and just
stop reading this, but if you don't do that I will tell you that your beliefs,
hopes and faith are out of date ideas. Turn around and stop believing in
anything and anyone, especially in people who have followers.
Be cautious, be honest
Recognize 'I AM' sense. Know what it is. On that
you have built your grandiose personality as a base your existence.
Well, the memory "I am" is neither true nor false, it just appear to exist.
That "I am" sense you need to investigate and study exclusively. Be aware of
your existence with attention beyond your thoughts. Stay there and observe,
carefully observe what's going on.
There is no need for beliefs and hopes. No need for wishful thinking, imagination
or visualization. BE! Find the answer of how you know yourself.
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